Well it has been some time since I have written but if I don't have anything to write about then I do not feel the sense of writing. Life has thrown me a curve ball and sometimes I do not know which direction to take. But the interesting thing is that my beloved husband has been such a blessing to me and such a guide it is incredible to believe that this is the man that after ten years still has so much to teach me. His optimism is beautiful his courage and sile is always a blessing to me. I just wanted to thank hashem for always giving us a new beggining every day.